Hope, Pray, Dream, that you would understand~~

Consider this my 2nd post and many more to come!!!
Where to start?? It was about last year that i created this blog.. and didnt think fast forward a year, that i would actually come back to write something else here... now on towards my topic!!

OK its official.. I AM crazy about her!!! She just cant escape my mind, or rather my mind doesnt seem to give it a rest about her~ whichever way it is, I am really sick and tired of guessing whether is this happening or is that happening..

Yea sure it's her most crucial period in her 17 years of living in this world, she's gonna have her spm but the change is too radical isn't it??  I mean could one change so radically within a week?? There we were, chatting away happily on skype, with neither of us wanting to let each other off that early, even though it was already 12xx midnite!! now~~ fast forward a week, she doesnt seem to mind whether I would find her or not *big deal*!!! >.<

Acknowledgement~~~ just a little acknowledgement would mean the world to me... one simple wish, be it morning or night, would let me know that, alrite even if you are bz preparing for spm, I am, occasioanally, still on your mind~~~ but not one!!! as people like to say 半個都沒有!!  

Maybe I'm just thinking too much?? Then when was it that I started to think too much??!!! Right from the start.. when she just treated me as a normal friend, and that she does all that she did to me to every one of her friends?? Or..... *giving the benefit of doubt to me* she has the same mutual feeling I have for her and that she just temporarily wants to concentrate on her studies?? But PLEASE... Dont ignore my existence like that, dont wait for me to ALWAYS make the move.. Like I said, one message will do, it doesnt take too long to test a message right?? :-D

Haizzzzzzz~~~~ I'm even starting to think that sending morning messages to you is just like an act of reminding you that I exist >.< Of course, I dont mean that, its just that.... albeit the busy life we are having, it is those small little things that keep the feeling flowing~~ just hope you understand :-)